And I'm Afraid To Be On
13 October 2018
09:42 pm
and I’m afraid to be on
and I’m afraid to be on
all the time
or it seems
at least
all the time
I’m afraid to be on
to be on call
to be awake
to be available
to talk to you
to interact with you
to make nice
to call or fall or smile or talk or walk
or send it
or come or go
or continue to always do anything
cause I want you to come back with:
“you did ok kid, you did good, you were great,
you did the best you could and it’s wonderful.”
so yes I am afraid to keep going
to keep pace, to not give up or in
to stay
to stay
to stay
here with all of you