So I don’t know about you
3 April 2010
So I don’t know about you guys
but now they got these 800-mattress numbers
I want to know what happened
when I was in trouble
1 800 I got to get the fuck out of this situation
Or I 800 who the fuck are you
or 800 shut up
or 800 leave me alone or
emergency numbers
911 what about
One 800 you’re an asshole
One 800 look in the mirror
One 800 go away
One 800 I’m too old for this shit
How about 1-800 what the fuck do you think your doing
1-800 do you realize how stupid you are
1-800 I’m too tired for this shit
So your walking down the street and see a chandeliler on the sidewalk and think
what the fuck was the story with that one
What about the mattress
What about the simple man
with a simple plan
but that is not true at all
my friends tell me I think too much
well what the fuck else am I to do?
Not think?
800 fuck you
So my dad came up with 1 800 design something
cause you’ll never make a living doing this shit
I'm calling about if my doctor called in a prescription insurance card do you need it?
no I, okay
And so the time it takes for you to wake up
is connected to the time it takes for you to simplify the need and there is always an alternatitive
a different way to see to look at it
the act of purity only comes after getting dirty
The act of anger only comes from being nice too long
how long can you be kind how long will it take to reach the point of wowoooo here it comes
It comes in waves the things I do
the things I say
the things I play
What is it about me that is special that is unique that is so me so now so right for how I think and see the world that is to me and no one else but me
what is it now that is so real to me that is so now for me
Where am I am you am me am all that could ever be am lost am cold am with am not am like am love am sometimes hot am if am then am with am not am give am take am you am not am with am sin am pure am wine
am little left of what is time
am you am I am no as I am try and now let you love me how I was told so long ago it seems am not quite ready for what it means
am you am I am want to try am will am not am give a shot to what it is am lost at sea am with you now am want to be am ever true to what you have am able to love sometimes I’m not
am can you see am can you hear the love it takes to be so clear am here am now am with you how am could you know am if I told am you it is
am try and give am if you could am what will be am I told you once I told you three am you for me to know and find am what is left for me to hide am all that is am all that you would love to give
Am all that can and would am be am if you knew would you tell it to me am thankful now for what I know am with the game of what we know am if were you am if were me am if you walk would you ever be the one I knew the one I live the one I try to understand the gift the one of you that had you be is only left for you to see
Am with me now am with you three am with you now am if you be am off to see
I once broke I once fell apart I see I once broke I once fell I see always broke always apart always a piece of me is left to be more than I am now it seems broke and looking for the something or other
You were the latest the greatest the best of what was of you they knew a little less of what could be the whole of you was never to be the little we knew was less that me was less than all that would ever be
You were the greatest friend at a moment in time a real prick with no love in mind
only your pain from young and small and willing to be and if you knew of what you can not see
would it ever lessen the will to be would it ever lessen the notes you played the love you gave
the games you played with me and my heart my soul my life my touch was thin
and so was your knife
that cut so sharp so quick and long so many a time wished it stop.
It did.
2-03-03
can you let me cry a little now and let it die and leave me will for you I know